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25 March 2011 @ 05:26 pm
He hasn’t left me & never will. Is it normal for somebody to be obsessed with you? Is that love? I don’t know.. My heart hurts. I’m a step closer to getting my two angels back home with mommy where they truly belong. I’m also just going to keep the peanut growing inside of me. My God tells me so, no I won’t/can’t abort, that’s just wrong. Be in program soon, very soon. Let’s see how this all plays out.
Current Mood: curiouscurious
Current Music: Jack Strify - This Time
 hello, goodbye my friend.
08 March 2011 @ 06:33 pm
Thing’s just isn’t looking up for me at the moment. My so called “baby” I was to marry this year, beat me and left me. Probably for someone else.. Now I find I’m pregnant again from this “arsehole” and he’s no where in sight to let him know I’m going to abort, which goes' highly against my religion! All this right before my birthday. Also cause of him, my other two children are in care and now I must go through a long process to get them back, him? No, he can sit back and just be a lazy ass! Watch me do all the work. Well buddy I will and I am going to!! All 3 kid’s will be mine (If I keep this new one that’s growing), and we are moving down south to Oklahoma with my sister!

Hopefully see Hanson for first time in 13 years! Awesome!
Current Mood: groggygroggy
Current Music: Give A Little - Hanson
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26 January 2011 @ 06:44 am

What time is it? 4:30, it's not late, naw, naw, just early, early!

Me & my babys are doing alright. My 3 baby, baby daddy, baby baby & baby boy! We shall marry soon & have bigger family! Something I never knew existed.. true love is real & alot of fucking work! In the end it is totally worth it.

Bless y'all. Nighty night. I mean morny morning!
Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
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16 November 2010 @ 04:40 pm
"When I'm making my movie, you keep saying all my lines"
Had a baby girl on the 5th of November, Ja, this month.
Going through alot of untold C R A P right now.
Just trying to live day by day.

I'm so freakin lonely.. All I have is this now.
Thanks world, you freakin FREAK.

Hanson and CB are making me happy to say the least.
Thank GOD for good music.
Current Mood: restlessrestless
Current Music: Cinema Bizarre - Lovesongs (They Kill Me) | Powered by Last.fm
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06 April 2010 @ 02:54 pm
Found out on the 30th I'm having another miracle. This baby should be born around Oct/Nov area.  I'm loving the new Tokio Hotel & Hanson music. Hmm, must search and see who else is coming out with some wonderful music to fill my day!

Just feeding my little peanut some chili right now, weird cravings already! As for my other one, he's digging!! He'll be 3 soon, hope he loves being a big brother.

Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
Current Music: Tokio Hotel - Spring Nicht
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05 February 2010 @ 02:37 am
I’m still here..
Mostly use this LJ for reading comms & comments.
It’s Kurt’s month, yeah not V-month, Kurts!
Besides that, looks like me & Tay get 27 this year!
Let’s hope we make it past this one!

Laters  ;)

P.S. Nice high 3am in the morning, the wonders of being alone with good music & a good bowl! LEAVE ME!
Current Mood: highhigh
Current Music: Hanson - Save Me | Powered by Last.fm
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13 November 2009 @ 11:31 am

They just keep getting better ;D
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26 August 2009 @ 01:14 pm
i can't seem to put CB's new album down, this is the best thing ever. so happy. HAPPY. ;D
i love these guys music so much, it's my kind of music. something i'd have done, if i wanted. but no, i never share my own personal music ;P
Current Mood: thankfulthankful
Current Music: Cinema Bizarre - Erase And Replace | Powered by Last.fm
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04 August 2009 @ 10:30 am
I can't read, Nathan broke my glasses.
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Cinema Bizarre - I Came 2 Party | Powered by Last.fm
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21 July 2009 @ 08:02 pm
I got a Wii finally! Got Mario Galaxy & Zelda's Twilight Princess, I'm  pretty buys now ;D
Current Mood: refreshedrefreshed
Current Music: Heavensent - Cinema Bizarre